The lovely and the dark part of myself
On Thursday in Mula, I was again asked for my name, where he comes from and what it means exactly. The name Adriane is Italian and comes from the sea "Adria". Assuming that, by the Greek name Adriadne, it means my name translates to "The Lovely". I have often searched for the meaning of my name and in books and on some Web sites displayed a second meaning, which is exactly the opposite of the Greek translation, namely "The Dark" (By the way live in the U.S. about 1000 women with this name). I find these two translations to meet me in character very well because I like every person, these two parts in me. In the last 9 months, however, the dark side took me out of hand, because I just was not myself and I'm being influenced by a person too much, because I had loved him and wanted to give everything for him what I had. Well what am I to say great?
I'm with the current situation much, much happier and not too sad to be honest. That was also another positive experience in my life because people can not change the long term and not someone like me who has very much patience can appear to move in other people something. Certainly I am also to blame, but I never want to hurt someone. Somehow this is strange, because I do not think I'm with my joy and my childish, naive humor a bad person. Of course I respond still wrong in many conflict situations, run someone I love ever after until he thinks I was a natural for him, but that I made in the past even more broken. I hope this man will at some point what he is looking really / does not hurt others, because I was so apparently could not make him happy (and he has not done it for me), which probably it was that this man has not sufficiently supported me in everything I did or wanted to do in my life.
But now again back to Thursday evening in a totally wrong Mula. I was really really happy that pout and Sebbi have taken me. Finally drink again caipirinhas and babble to people about anything. The best was still the Game, "Wolf Moon", which we have played this evening. Actually, I do not like playing RPGs boxes * rofl * but the game was really awesome. So everyone gets a card at the beginning and on the map is what you then play a character must either werewolf or villagers. Then, says the "referee" of the game: "The village falls asleep" so everyone does to the eyes. Then it says "The werewolves are waking up and looking for their next victim." The people where werewolves are, therefore, seek out a victim and then killed. Then wake up and all players have to discuss who is a werewolf and a villager. This has led to this evening on great discussions. And I was twice burned innocent, even though I have sooo mad constantly protested my innocence! ^____^ It is now Friday night and I'm really tired today because I had to work overtime (for 1st time * g *), but fortunately I'll soon leave and Christmas is in 7 DAYS !!!!!!!! * * WaaaaH
Commemorate the 18th WGT in Leipzig!
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